Pheww....my first assessment has just ended yesterday, so i can now put some effort in updating my blog before people like Ange starts complaining again, lol XD
Haih, this exam was such a disappointing one - no more 100% for Maths and Maths Extension 1! :'( And we even had to sit for half of our Biology paper without air-cond and with the mere help of the Sun's ray... Duh, there wasn't electricity supply and our paper was postponed to 65 minutes later :-/
HOWEVER, there is no merdeka after exam this time with....
1. Moral assignment due in 3 days
2. Physics and Biology lab reports due in 5 days
3. Moral test in 8 days
*sighhhh....!!!*
Nevertheless, what actually bothers me recently is some Other things. I've been feeling lonely lately. Personally, i feel that some friends interacted among themselves and neglected me. I don't mean to offend anybody here...and i don't blame any of my friends at all, honest. Perhaps they don't feel anything amiss, but i feel it cos i'm the odd one out who always doesn't have anybody to truly talk to. Frankly, i don't have any problems at all in making new friends cos i've been expanding my circle of friends all my life, with many other activities like tennis, orchestral rehearsals, competitions, etc. For instance, i met new friends in every MPYO camp, though its the same one orchestra, there were more than 100 members to know and talk to. Hence, i'm trained to be able to stay independent. But, with all other personal matters which add to this major depression i'm facing right now, deep inside, it indeed feels a bit lonely, especially with a friend in NS camp now...
(note: i treasure all my friends and i do NOT mean to offend anybody... Friends Forever! :))
Haih, this exam was such a disappointing one - no more 100% for Maths and Maths Extension 1! :'( And we even had to sit for half of our Biology paper without air-cond and with the mere help of the Sun's ray... Duh, there wasn't electricity supply and our paper was postponed to 65 minutes later :-/
HOWEVER, there is no merdeka after exam this time with....
1. Moral assignment due in 3 days
2. Physics and Biology lab reports due in 5 days
3. Moral test in 8 days
*sighhhh....!!!*
Nevertheless, what actually bothers me recently is some Other things. I've been feeling lonely lately. Personally, i feel that some friends interacted among themselves and neglected me. I don't mean to offend anybody here...and i don't blame any of my friends at all, honest. Perhaps they don't feel anything amiss, but i feel it cos i'm the odd one out who always doesn't have anybody to truly talk to. Frankly, i don't have any problems at all in making new friends cos i've been expanding my circle of friends all my life, with many other activities like tennis, orchestral rehearsals, competitions, etc. For instance, i met new friends in every MPYO camp, though its the same one orchestra, there were more than 100 members to know and talk to. Hence, i'm trained to be able to stay independent. But, with all other personal matters which add to this major depression i'm facing right now, deep inside, it indeed feels a bit lonely, especially with a friend in NS camp now...
(note: i treasure all my friends and i do NOT mean to offend anybody... Friends Forever! :))
1 comments:
I take responsibility for a part of your worries there:\ My apologies many many times. I hope you don't find any more of those problems of yours:)
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